Monday, April 6, 2009

Indecision? or just Liberty?

My indecision is but a symptom of my liberty. If i were able to decide, I would be denying all the other opportunities that I have. I have a lot of opportunities and it can be hard to pick just one! I make list, mental or physical, of the pros and cons, but sometimes as soon as I am done, the circumstances have changed, and I have to start over again.
I need to decide going into next year what I want to do. I have no more time to wait around. I need to decide. But I still cannot. Should I finish a communications major? Should I add the computing science minor? should I do a French minor? Should I switch and do some more scientific studies, or will I be satisfied with an Arts degree?
I need to prepare for either an employment, or more school and I just cannot decide. I am prone to choosing the option that leaves the most options open. In my case, that would mean.... doing a Communications major, and just adding in other courses so that I would have the option of doing Grad studies in other areas. But what if I want to teach? Communications is not teachable!
Would I want to work in the media as communications sets one up to do? I could also go back to what I used to want to do, physical therapy by taking less than 10 courses at SFU on top of my comm degree. If I choose grad studies, what would I want to specialize in?
I think I ought to leave that for a while, to decide first... but then once one graduates it is best not to let their degree become stale!
I need to decide!... and I have until course registration in July to do so.

1 comment:

lespzen said...

You will do well whatever route you choose. How about accounting !! hahaha. Mom